That's one of the posts that vanishes into the ether

When you look for me online, don't try and make me into an example, a blogs are meant to be thought dumps for instant rants. That doesn't mean that everything included in them is well thought out or planned. That doesn't mean that everything I write is correct - I am not a newspaper, I have no fact-checker or editor to look through copy. All I can do is write and hope that I'm not feeling down or scared or shaking with guilt at the moment I write. Perhaps things I write don't go down well, that's because I write as a personal exchange. I'll write something and read it a few hours later, reconsider, and then delete the whole thing. If you happen to come along at the 'wrong' moment, you find a horrific and sharp attack, but later on in the day, you would view a homogenised and democratic thought. I'm not perfect, don't shoot me down before I've even begun, life is hard enough without bullets though my wings.