Am I like milk?

Spread too thin, a fat in water? homogenised?
If you're trying to be someone to everyone then someone will find a way to get into the cracks of your character, of your life or of your mind. If you manage to be one of these people who's able to lock themselves down into a routine then fine, you win because your life is secure. If like me you take risks and attempt to please, you're in for a fall. Enjoy being tripped up by people you don't even know, it's a fun sensation. Like getting your heart broken or ice being poured over you when you're really having a great time. Whenever you're in a rush, busy busy, ready to drop, this is when the errors occur and when you become most vulnerable. You keep on trying to look around with darting eyes, pupils wide, to catch every detail of what's happening around you, but can't take it all in. Your eyes water with the effort of the intensity and the dust in your face is irritating. But there's nothing you can do to stop the impending trouble because you're trying even harder, spreading yourself ever more scarcely and yet managing to be satisfactory to fewer and fewer of the people you touch.